Kisah Menjelang 2 tahun - **FarisAyie FotoPage**

Untuk update kali ini ummi nak cite pasal kisah Aisyah menjelang usianya 2 tahun. She was 2 years old on 11 feb 2008. Its started when mak tok (bbsitter Aisyah) resign from babysit Aisyah. So ummi & abah start loking for nursery for her. we've takl about it before and its already in ummi's plan to start looking for one once Esya reached 2 years old. Well ummi & abah feels that this is the best time for her to get sosialize & make friends.Why mak tok x jaga Esya lagi? mak tok already old and too weak to look after her. Ummi & abah tak nak burden kan mak tok lagi...its immediate action...Ummi got only ne week to find suitable place for Esya. Ummi found one good & clean nursery. So glad found that on. 1st day hantar...ok she cry ...but still manageable. But upon checking with the teacher...she crying all teh time...ok la ummi ingat coz first day..esya blom biasa lagi..then come the 2nd day...sampai jer kat pintu masuk...dia dh meraung macam nmpk hantu....menangis menghentak kaki.....aduih sedih nya ummi tengok.....tapi ummi tabah kan hati..tinggal kan aje esya.......this day she cry non stop.......susah hati ummi...petang ummi ambik tanya kat teacher..cm ner esya....huk..huk..huk...mmg dia nangis smpi muntah....yg sedih nya dh smpi rumah pn dia nangis lagi...nangis yg tak berenti...mcm dia sengsara sgt dok kat nursery tu......sebagai ibu...ummi rasa bersalah coz terpaksa buat cm tu kat esya...if ummi have a choice i wound do that sayang tapi keadaan tak mengizinkan tuk ummi dok rumah take care of u sayang..smpi masa tido pn dia masih lagi teresak esak......to tell the truth ummi also cry the whole nite......sedih sgt..........then goes the 3rd day....ummi hantar esya and wait a lil while nk tengok cmner dia make friend...mmg esya dh ada kawan.....tapi smua nmpk mandom..muka bdk bdk kat taska tu semua mcm muka tak puas hati...ibarat dlm hati derang ckp 'nape la mak pak aku antar aku kat sini'....nengok kan budak budak tu lagi ummi sayu nk tinggal kan esya..coz i know today she will cry again. untuk distract kan attention dia...ummi bekal kan segala mainan & CD barney..just to let her comfortable there. so sedang dia leka pagi tu ummi pn cabut la gi keje.......tak smpi sejam tinggal kan dia taksa call ckp esya nangis nangis & nangis......huk..huk..huk...tapi ummi tak dapt nak pegi lagi coz tgk byk keje.. lagi pn ummi jer kat off pasal yg lain cuti CNY...3-4 kali jugak taska call suh ambik esya....ummi pn pecut la nk g tgk apa dh jadi..esya nangis tak berenti.......bengkak mata dia...kesian nyer........so ummi no choice have to take esya home...nk cuti x boleh...so ummi angkut esya g off. org tak de boss pn tak de ...so ok la..tp ummi rasa esya tak boleh dok kat sana.....after discuss ngan abah ummi decide mintak tlg kak ayu (pak teh's helper) tuk jaga esya. Alhamdullillah pak teh pn mmg suggest suh antar jer esya kat sana...at least esya leh main ngan cousin²nya. Cukup bln ni 2 bln la Esya dok umah pak teh.....alhamdulillah nmpk dia happy kat sana...cuma pagi masa hantar tu mmg dia cry skit but once kakak² bgn dia ok leh main sama....bdn pn dh naik ..selera mkn bertambah...perut pn dh buncit...ehehehhe...nmpk pp esya tembam balik.......akibat pengalaman ngeri tu esya mengalami depression, trauma , fobis & stress...jangan la mention nk g school confirm dia nangis nyer......jadinye selagi ayu nak jaga ummi hantar jer la umah pak teh...w/pn jauh tak pe la asal kan anak ummi happy....jauh kat mana? rumah kami di sg besi..rumah pak teh kat puchong....jauh tu....setiap pagi 6.30am dh keluar hantar esya..coz takut x smpi plak nk g off....balik dlm kul 8pm tu baru smpi rumah...mmg sacrifice ....tak pe la....insyallah biz ummi stabil ummi benti keje jaga esya full time yer...insyallah...itu la pasal ummi lama tak update fp ni....coz ummi pn mcm ala-ala depression akibat kejadian tu......So menjelang 2nd birthday esya ummi tak dpt nk plan apa² tuk esya...cuma pak teh beli kan kek tuk eysa...so tak de la birthday celebration concept barney...ni je la pic yg ada...